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April 10 So-called Freedom of pressNo doubt now I will talk about the Olympic torch relay and Tibetan separatists,what I read and saw in media.It seems peaceful in Beijing April,I am still living a tiring clinical life and everyone looks busy as usual.these peaceful days go on and on until one day I open TV and look through the website of CNN,BBC and the blogs.You will think that you've known the facts after you've got the news and you will get confused after you've got the news from different medias.Such is so-called freedom of press,the fuckingly freedom of press.Who cares the "real" fact.In fact ,we all have our own subjective ,ideological ideas and views.So do the pressmen and their hosts.I can understand them,but as a Chinese with my own subjective views,I can't identify with them.Our viewpoints were disigned even when we were born,irreformable ,having nothing to do with the facts.In fact,I doubt how many of us,including the pressmen ,really know the real situation in Tibet.
But well,who cares about that,we are all living our own lives.They continue to trump up and we go on oppose as patriot.I believe we can win,Tibet will be part of us.
And now I am anxious for my friend abroad,I miss them so much and I hope they can take good care of themselve in the "front-line" areas.
Good luck to them and Good luck to my country. August 03 recent situation In the still of night,everything fades away ,living me alone with the shades. That's just the right time,to think,to reflect,to ponder. These days I enjoy the leisure time,but not that happy then imagined.I'm almost doing nothing all day but play,when night comes,I can feel I'm at grass,at loss. I should do something to change it. July 13 my ps A man can be great for his great dreams. Medicine has always been my dream and cause, and Neurosurgery is the most fascinating and absorbing to me. Doctor is not just an occupation to make a living, but one full of joy and fulfillment for healing, and one imbued with ardour and challenges for progressing. Since the first semeste, Neurosurgery has attracted me, which was the first choice occurred to me when I had to choose the submajor. This is the field with high incidence and mortality rate. This is the field of vigorous development of the fundamental study and slow progress in clinic treatment. This is the field with endless progress together with challenges and opportunities. This is the field I am eager for a try. What supports me is the faith in becoming an excellent doctor. I have a number of shortcomings but I believe that the excellence of a person does not necessarily rely on perfection but on a fixed direction of every step. My pace is slow but I never retreat. Faith, courage, passion and perseverance enable me to be invincible at all times.Medicine, was, is and will be bringing me utmost happiness and satisfaction. And I will devote all my life in bringing changes and leaving traces in medicine. I could study Neurosurgery to fulfill my dream, and my life.And now ,I have a successful start^_^，move～～～on～～～ May 07 My chimney room-mateTang ,my room-mate,has more and more craving for tobacco,which always makes me feel sick.He just smokes like a chimney,in the last half hour,he has taken 3 cigarettes which stimulate my nares-_-.I tried to persuade,but failed,when fuckingly can he just smokes less or not to take his tobacco in our room.God punish him... April 19 My Sloth Inertia Long time no update~
For me ,it's hard not to feel any guilty while I havn't updated my msn space for such a long time while in fact I wasn't that busy these days.Whenever I had my leisure time finally,I logged in ,looked through,tried to express something,then failed to write out any word---sloth triumph.Maybe peacockery win ,too,I was afraid of the other's sneer,hey,what hell did this stupid guy write about,care about?
Well well,no excuse from now on.Just be myself. January 13 What's intern?I am ,at this time of my life ,an intern.That means I'm grunts, nobodies,bottom of the surgical food chain.I can't think of any one reason why I want to be a surgeon,but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit.They make it hard on purpose.There are lives in our hands.There comes a moment when it's more than just a game.And you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away.I could quit,but here is the thing,I love the playing field~ December 12 Moving to the next part After a series of exams,I began my 24-hour-intern life.That means I should be busy with responsibility for my patients,makeing medical record,operating,as well as kinds of examinations.I should be in the ward or OR from 7 am to 10 pm,at the other time,I should make sure that I can get to my post in 10 minutes.We call this internship "hellish training",but I know this period will be one of the most unforgettable memories in my life~ If I can live through these 10 months,you know,I will began my real residency life. So,I'm moving. |
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